The hardest thing about being in the flood was watching everything that I have worked so very hard for get washed away. Now I know that life hasn't been fair since they decided to make the earth round but, it is still sometimes too much. I find myself holding my breath just like that day that would alter the rest of my life. When you have nothing then you have nothing to lose, or so they say. But I feel that I am literally losing my mind in all of this. I am broken and I am not sure I will ever recover. As always,,, you make me sick, I make music.